notes from the girl next door

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

in my life i love him more

i haven't written in a long time, mainly because i've been too busy to write.
being busy seems to be a virus i've caught like all the other bugs going thru the air, and i can't seem to shake it.

but sometimes... you just have to stop being busy for a while. and for a whole lot of different reasons, i've already started to stop.

it's kind of funny he doesn't like the beatles at all and i love them.
there are a few of those things that we don't agree on... to him i think an old movie means something from the 70's, where to me an old movie is a black and white classic from the 30's.
but you know, it's okay. because even if he doesn't like the beatles, or watch old movies, i still end up finding things from those things i love to relate to him, to send to him, to comfort him...
isn't it strange how we do that?

and tonight there is a song going through my head i can't shake, a lyric i can't get rid of...

"But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more" the Beatles "In My Life"

that line used to bug me "though i know i'll never lose affection for people and things that went before" ... because i thought that when you fall in love with someone that meant they couldn't still have a warm feeling for what had gone before, but now i realize how wholly unreasonable that is. of course a person will have feelings for what has gone before... how could we not when we are human? i'm happy with my attitude about this finally.

the other lines though ..."but of all these friends and lovers, there is no one compares to you ... in my life i love you more"

it is true,
no matter what has come or gone before,
in my life i do love him more.

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