notes from the girl next door

Thursday, June 23, 2005

grrrrrrrrr

well today is the the day.
fuckface is coming over today to supposedly "help" me get the online bill pay situation under control and to get the paperwork to go get the cars reregistered and new tags for them.

i seriously hate him right now.
we had a phone conversation yesterday when i was shredding all the nonsense bullshit papers from our files, and to be honest, i was in no frame of mind to talk to his stupida ass, and the whole thing went south in a hurry.
i basically told him... "you need to find a job and get your sorry ass to work or i will be forced to get a second job to feed your children"

yes, i know, it was a little extreme.
but for christs sake, i'm paying my personal bills, the household bills and HIS personal bills now and it's all too much. he need some little job just for the sake of taking responsibility for his own bills.

you know, i keep thinking how i got screwed in all this.
why couldn't i have been the one to just walk and not have to pay a damn thing?
oh wait, i know. because i am the responsible adult here.

he actually had the nerve for all of 45 seconds yesterday to attempt to lecture me on the way i spend money. i shut him down. i don't think he wanted to hear me scream about how i spend my money on necessities like groceries and toilet paper.

he's supposed to be here between 10 and 11 ....
i wonder if there is enough time for a xanax to kick in before he gets here and not let it ruin my whole day?

nope.
wrong again.
he's supposed to be here between 10 and 11 and here it is 9:13 and he's knockin on the door.

later people.

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