yippee fuckin yay

it's sunday already.
it's my last day of vacation ... yippee fuckin yay.

i have been scrubbing and cleaning floors and moving furniture for about 8 hours straight now. i have mopped everything with tsp, then murphy's oil soap, then applied minwax for hardwoods. they may be old floors, but they are clean.

i still have the hallway to do yet. but i can do that in the morning.
it already is morning and i have to sleep yet.

then get up early and do a million things i didn't get done today.

i still have to get myself ready for work ...
including finding the paperwork i need for this damn class.

i need a soft day today.
i need a day that goes soft and easy.
i need a day of peace

but i have to deal with the soon to be ex today
and my sister today
and the family at large today
and that's just so fucked.

why am i the solver of problems?
next time i'm born again, i'm going to be born the slacker child.