a 24 hour world

yesssssssssssssss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*throws flowers, blows kisses, waves at the crowd from the back of a convertible*

i found the dress !

i'm so incredibly dingbatty sometimes.
it was under the bed in the storage container i forgot that i had because it's very small and it has only these really nice dresses in it. so i got it out and tried it on and oh, i think it is the dress. so i have it narrowed to three now.

now i need to go through my 40 pairs of black shoes and find the perfect pair to go with these dresses. i know i have a pair. i know i do. i mean i have the fuck me black sandals i bought last year, but i think they are a tad sluttish for this event. i'm sure in the shoe collection i have something for this event.

oh well.
so i lived in new york tonight.
you know, sometimes i do wish i lived someplace where things were open all night long. here the only things that are open all night are walmart, mcdonalds and the occasional grocery store. target may be open 24 hours, but i dunno.

i want to live in a world where the mall is open 24 hours.
where everything i want is open all day.

but tonight it almost was. at 9 i went to my brother's for a little visit. and the kid decided to spend the night with her uncle, as he had fireworks and 3 other kids to play with. i was on my own then, so off i went to walmart and then to the grocery store. then i went to the best 24 hour place in the world to get a good fountain pop. i came home and unloaded it all and put it away.

and i wasn't at all scared that i was a girl all alone out at night in my city.
which made me feel very good.

so now it's almost 1 and i'm still up.
i've just finished putting away all the laundry.
i need to unpack the suitcase.

it's so funny.
i opened up the smallest suitcase in search of the tankini top and i found my jeans and a cami and some panties and socks i had apparently not unpacked since .... april ?

they were clean obviously because i always do my laundry before i leave his place ..
but i think it's funny that i have panties from april and panties from may packed in suitcases in my closet.

if i don't need them i don't know why i don't just leave them there?

except i did think of one thing...

it made me laugh for a long time
he's a pretty smart guy, i couldn't leave too much of my stuff there before he'd figure out i'm just extending my closet and storage facility *snort*

so the kidlet is gone

and i need to get a bunch of stuff done tonight, but i've already done a bunch of stuff.
so i'm gonna try to get some sleep now. i love how he tells me to get some sleep now, he adds in (before it gets to late) so i don't stay up half the night.

one night last summer i was like this

and so i waited up til his alarm clock went off
and i said good morning to him and it was sweet conversation :)

but i'm not going to do that tonight, because i need to get some sleep, because after tonight there is just one more til vacation.