at last ...
where to begin?
it's tuesday. i'm here :)
the wedding was lovely. our big date was fantastic. he looked absolutely gorgeous and i think i looked good enough to be seen with him (laughs). we had a great time with his family and they all seemed to like me. they were all very nice people, very welcoming and very warm. they made me feel at home instantly. i was so relieved and i was so happy. it was a beautiful evening and an all around good time.
the road trip to the wedding was great. i got to see some his childhood places. it's like going another layer deeper, seeing another layer of him altogether. i know more of him now, more about him now.
the wedding itself had a shared communion, where the bride and groom served communion to their guests. knowing how he feels about organized religion, i wasn't exactly sure how he would react, or how he would feel about it. communion always leaves me feeling humbled and closer to god. and i have to say, taking communion with him made me feel closer to him and blessed in god's eyes. now, again, like i said, he might have a whole different feeling about that than i do because i think that our thresholds of faith and what we actually believe are quite different, but i do believe that were you to ask him, he might actually say that there was a part of it that was special to him too. i dunno, faith is a funny thing. and it's one of those things that everyone should have their own feeling about and i would never try to force my feelings about faith on anyone else. i can only say what communion means to me.
so now changing topics ...
i'm sooooooo tired.
i just can't seem to catch up on my rest or seem well rested.
i think i've had about 5 hours sleep now every night for about 2 weeks and it's really starting to wear on me. today i've done nothing but laze all day. i did a few loads of our wash from the road trip, took a shower, and basically cat napped all day long. the sweet boyfriend did bring up a good point, this is really the only rest or downtime i've had since i went back home the beginning of june. because after i got back home i started the divorce proceedings and started with tearing up the house and i've been working on that ever since. so really, he's right, i've gone an entire month without any downtime. so i'm not going to worry too much about just lazing around. tomorrow if it's not raining i'm going to laze around poolside and work on my tan.
i was awakened this morning to the best of morning sex and i must say it's the best way to start the day, even if i couldn't get my eyes all the open and if i couldn't get them to focus. i guess you don't need to really have your eyes open to enjoy good, sweet loving in the early morning anyway :)
it's tuesday. i'm here :)
the wedding was lovely. our big date was fantastic. he looked absolutely gorgeous and i think i looked good enough to be seen with him (laughs). we had a great time with his family and they all seemed to like me. they were all very nice people, very welcoming and very warm. they made me feel at home instantly. i was so relieved and i was so happy. it was a beautiful evening and an all around good time.
the road trip to the wedding was great. i got to see some his childhood places. it's like going another layer deeper, seeing another layer of him altogether. i know more of him now, more about him now.
the wedding itself had a shared communion, where the bride and groom served communion to their guests. knowing how he feels about organized religion, i wasn't exactly sure how he would react, or how he would feel about it. communion always leaves me feeling humbled and closer to god. and i have to say, taking communion with him made me feel closer to him and blessed in god's eyes. now, again, like i said, he might have a whole different feeling about that than i do because i think that our thresholds of faith and what we actually believe are quite different, but i do believe that were you to ask him, he might actually say that there was a part of it that was special to him too. i dunno, faith is a funny thing. and it's one of those things that everyone should have their own feeling about and i would never try to force my feelings about faith on anyone else. i can only say what communion means to me.
so now changing topics ...
i'm sooooooo tired.
i just can't seem to catch up on my rest or seem well rested.
i think i've had about 5 hours sleep now every night for about 2 weeks and it's really starting to wear on me. today i've done nothing but laze all day. i did a few loads of our wash from the road trip, took a shower, and basically cat napped all day long. the sweet boyfriend did bring up a good point, this is really the only rest or downtime i've had since i went back home the beginning of june. because after i got back home i started the divorce proceedings and started with tearing up the house and i've been working on that ever since. so really, he's right, i've gone an entire month without any downtime. so i'm not going to worry too much about just lazing around. tomorrow if it's not raining i'm going to laze around poolside and work on my tan.
i was awakened this morning to the best of morning sex and i must say it's the best way to start the day, even if i couldn't get my eyes all the open and if i couldn't get them to focus. i guess you don't need to really have your eyes open to enjoy good, sweet loving in the early morning anyway :)
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